Reaching out to touch another
Feeling restrained
Prevented from extending
Beyond my tunnel
By a film of mental mucus
A membrane of restraint
Within myself
If it breaks, is it release?
To freedom or insanity
Release from my own bindings or
Losing myself in the swarm?
No connection with anyone
Destraught, withdrawn, in solitary
Webs of my beliefs,
Prevent me from seeing your side
I could shred them, but would I still exist?
No connection to anyone
Distraught, withdrawn alone
Can’t find my feeling to be whole
Don’t try and tell me what you know
I can’t hear beyond my own thoughts anyway
Don’t try and share a better way
I fear I’ll lose myself,
I’m so important
My fear blinds me to the thought
That I can be wrong
Your opinion is an affront to my well being
Don’t try and tell me what you think
Unless you’ve got the same opinion
I broker no objections
I cannot accept that which does not reside within my head
Follow my words or cease existing
No thought
No opinion
No belief
Except my own
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